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1. Familiar :: known
2. Park :: bike
3. Bank balance :: nil
4. Ducks :: in a row
5. Relationship :: complicated
6. Ruminate :: what ? Demi’s daughter ?
7. Humanity :: society
8. Baking soda :: fridge
9. Angela :: bishop
10. Bastards :: pricks

~Sunday Scribblings ~ Give

GIVE

Every day i think about it …… every day i think about what i want to say to you, what i want to GIVE to you

i think about what i want in return – i KNOW what it is you can GIVE me !

what i wouldn’t GIVE to be able to be with you
what i wouldn’t GIVE to be able to have all your love
instead i GIVE UP so much to be around you
i GIVE UP my ‘control’ so that you will stay with me – i don’t like it when i do that

if things were different i would GIVE YOU the world

if things were different i would GIVE YOU everything

if things were different i wouldn’t GIVE a damn !!

Self-reliance ~Ralph Waldo Emerson – prompt 1

Personal Recipe by Harley Schreiber

I do not wish to expiate, but to live. My life is for itself and not for a spectacle. I much prefer that it should be of a lower strain, so it be genuine and equal, than that it should be glittering and unsteady. I wish it to be sound and sweet, and not to need diet and bleeding. – Ralph Waldo Emerson

Think about the type of person you’d NEVER want to be 5 years from now. Write out your own personal recipe to prevent this from happening and commit to following it. “Thought is the seed of action.”

What do I never want to be ? I see so many traits in others that I don’t like, things I swear I will never do or become.
I will never constantly whinge about what I don’t have – instead I will be grateful for what i DO have
I will not hold a grudge for too long – instead I will let go and instead feel sorry for the other person for ‘missing out’
I will not doubt my love – for myself and others I will believe in myself and show my love for others
I will not complain about things – again, I will be grateful and thankful for what i have and remember how many others are ‘worse off’ than me.
I want to work hard
I want to love and be loved
I want to smile more, dance more, laugh more
I never want to forget how I felt that night in TW …. and the next day and the days surround that – I will live my life to this aim

~Sunday Scribblings~ opportunity

Opportunity

I remember a conversation with a friend discussing a ‘missed opportunity’ and she said
If you want it badly enough  ….. you would create the opportunity

so my comment to you is …..
CREATE THE OPPORTUNITY

you know how I feel …. I know how you feel
why are we not doing anything about this
why are we letting outside things get in the way of something good ?

Overcome
Peoples
Perception
Of
Right.
Trust.
Unite.
Name
It.
Thank
You.

There are opportunities all around us … lets take the risk

LETS MAKE ONE …. SOON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Unconcious Mutterings~ 437

I say … and you think … ?

1. Adventure :: travel
2. Truth :: Never
3. Expose :: yourself
4. Applause :: clap
5. Hostility :: Anger
6. Sauce :: hot
7. Constipation :: pain
8. Explore :: travel
9. Senator :: cain
10. Children :: noisy

~Sunday Scribblings~ The next step

been over a year since I scribbled … I need my writing as an outlet – so I”M BACK !!!

………..so reality is I’m really confused.
In my head I know what the next step SHOULD be

But my heart doesn’t want to go there.
My heart wants to keep pretending that everything is OK, that he loves me, he wants me and that he respects the woman I am …. But … if this is true … the next step should be us thinking about how we can make things work, how we can be together, how we can move forward.

But … (this is but #3) …. That can never happen, we are not supposed to be together, what we have isn’t real, it’s our little fantasy that just overlapped for a while and we went where we should not have gone and now have to face reality …..

I know what the next step SHOULD be

Can I take it ?
No
No
Not yet ………………!

Sunday Scribblings ~ Big Dreams

The dreams don’t stop, they come when I am asleep, they come when I am awake. I can be driving to work and my minds slips away again to big fantasy dream that has almost become my reality.
I spend my time planning when I can spend time alone with my dream, when I can hide away from the pain of my reality  in the depths of this perfect place.
Everything is different, yet the same in this place
You are there
I am there
and nothing else matters
all the circumstances that would prevent us from being together are non-existent
it is the perfect dream of course
you save me from my demons
you rescue me from the tall tower
you protect me from dragons
it is perfect
my reality knows it’s not of course
but who let reality in
just leave me here with my perfection
i’ll deal with life when I wake up

Sunday Scribblings – When pigs fly

“When pigs fly”
“When hell freezes over”
“Never in a month of Sundays”

You said these words to me when I asked if you would leave me ….
but here I am now alone
its my own fault of course, what was I to expect
I fell in love with someone else
which made things very difficult
the hardest thing though – was that I DIDN’T fall out of love with you
so my heart bleeds for what I have lost
while it sings for joy with the new love it has found
now I know the true meaning of a broken heart
now I ask you if we can ever be the same
and the same words come from your lips

“When pigs fly”
“When hell freezes over”
“Never in a month of Sundays”

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I say … and you think … ?

1. Teeth ::  Clean
2. Sweeten ::  The pot
3. Demons ::  Angels
4. Pizza ::  Pie
5. Protector ::  Page
6. Smooth ::  Operator
7. Coat ::  Jacket
8. Pebbles ::  Bam Bam
9. Pregnant ::  Amber
10. Sing ::  Goal

unconscious mutterings 368

I say … and you think … ?

1. Suitcase ::  PACK
2. Exhaust ::  FUMES
3. Olympics ::  COLD
4. Video ::  KILLED THE RADIO STAR
5. Cargo ::   HOLD
6. Previously ::  EARLIER
7. Wild card ::   JOKER
8. Artificial ::  GRASS
9. Gambling ::  ADDICTION
10. Exhibition ::  DISPLAY