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July 26, 2008

if only ..

Filed under: matinee muse — ~Kathryn~ @ 8:13 pm

if only i hadn’t made the same mistake twice
most people say they learn the first time
but no
not me
not only did i do it the first time
i thought i’d try it a second time too
of course i thought it was so different the second time
thought that of course this was IT
this was going to be THE ONE
ha
who was i kidding
it was just me playing around with myself
trying to fool myself into believing this was what i really wanted
that this was the road i wanted to take
ha
the crash as i came back down to earth was probably heard for miles
but
they say things happen for a reason
and this i believe
not only for the first time
but for the second time too
and things grew stronger
things grew better
i grew stronger

but in my head
i still say
if only ……..

from the Matinee Muse prompts

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1 Comment »

  1. You learnt for sure; not everything can be taught in one lesson.

    Comment by stan — July 27, 2008 @ 4:01 pm | Reply


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