I anticipate that this is not going to end well
I can feel myself slowly sinking down down down down down
I don’t know how I can stop it happening
I guess I’m a bit more prepared this time around
But I’m still scared
I anticipate that the thoughts I’m having will go nowhere
That the dreams and wishes are all empty
There will be no happy endings
And there is nothing I can do to stop it happening
I’m prepared
But still scared
I say … and you think … ?
I say … and you think … ?
Taxman :: must make that appointment
Material :: girl
Format :: disk
File cabinet :: clean out
Ignore ::
Super! :: Douper
Fireproof :: safe
Blockbuster :: Video
Snooper :: spy
Good will :: vinnies
Where in the world did this idea that has been fermenting in my head come from ?
When I look back, it was all harmless really, a random thought, that someone fertilized with a comment, someone else gave it some water and before I knew it I had a whole senario going on in my head.
Where in the world do I think it is going to go ?
Do I really think, no matter how good it looks in my head, that the reality of the plan will ever work, there is really no chance that any of the daydreams can come to fruition. It just needs to stay in my head. In fact I’m probably happy for it to say there, because daydreams are more perfect than the reality of what it would be like day today.
Where in the world would I be without my dreams ?
These dreams and fantasies make my life so much more fun, to be able to close my eyes and escape the reality of day to day, while still enjoying my life. Each night I can slip off to another place, to enjoy the fantasy of my make believe world and then wake up and move on.
What in the world am I thinking ?
♥ for my muse DK ♥
shhhhhhh
no one knows about THE PLAN
THE PLAN is a secret plan
the formation of THE PLAN is not even complete
THE PLAN is fermenting in my mind
it bubbles away as the details form to create something solid
reality is. . . THE PLAN will probably just stay secret
i don’t think I’d have the guts to follow through with THE PLAN
maybe THE PLAN is not a plan after all – just another little mind game
it could really be that THE PLAN is just opportunity to indulge ???
You’re my secret little indulgence
You don’t know how much you’re on my mind
The images of you that make me smile
Where your life and mine are totally entwined
The daydreams of you that fill my days
Where you’re there to warm my heart
Sometimes it’s hard to tell
Where my dreams and reality end and start
I indulge myself with those thoughts of you
Those ones that make me smile
It’s these little indulgences
That make my life worthwhile
We’re all human
it’s simple really
black or white, rich or poor, blonde or brunette …. all human
fat or thin, short or tall, fast or slow ….. all human
old or young, working or unemployed, married or single ….. all human
it doesn’t matter if you sit in an office in Sydney, or out looking for food in the fields in a third world country ….. we are all human.
We live, we love, we breathe, we eat, we sleep ….. all human
the world would be a much better place if we could break everything back down to the HUMAN factor, if we’d all remember the same blood runs through our veins
and yes …. i’m not naive enough to think that everyone is perfect, and that if we loved one another without discrimination and racism that the world would be a perfect place, there are ‘bad’ people amongst us all – not of a particular colour or race, but amongst us all, but if we could get past the prejudice and stereotyping … we might just have a better chance don’t you think ????
